some dreams unfulfilled......

she always wanted to b happy......but no one can b happy all the tym.....she always wanted a perfect lyf......but nthng is perfect in this wrld......she always wanted to do wot her heart wanted.....but one shud not listen to the heart all the tym.....she was madly in love with him....but cud not get him.....she always wanted to b by his side....but sumtymes he disappeared....she always said i love you.....but he never understood......she wanted to b wid him on all the special occasions .....but sumtymes we dream too much...... she always wanted to make everyone happy.....however she herslf was always unhappy frm inside...... she always wanted good frnds.....but she hardly had any.....she always wanted sumone to say goodnite.......but she did not allow neone to say it...she wanted to fall in love again..but her heart didn't allow her .....she was so alone in this crowded wrld.... she was so unhappy frm inside.......she always wanted to make everythng perfect...but imperfectness lies in everyone n everywhr.

she was suffocating from inside...but no one cud ever c her suffocation.....she only cried, when it rained...so dat no one cud ever c her tears......she always wanted to share....but got no one to share with...she always wanted to make people understand abt her feelings...no one cud ever understand......she always wanted to say good nite and den sleep...but she never allowed neone to listen to it...she always wanted to b happy...but she always carried a fake smile on her face.....she always wanted to b an emotional grl..... but presented herself as a hardcore practical bitch....

she wanted to b an iconoclast......but these stereotyped customs of this filthy society took her nowhr....she always accepted chnges......but no one cud accept chnges in her....she aspired for more....but people never let her achieve wot she aspired....she was dying frm inside.....but no one cud ever c her pains...

besides all her agonies....she was happy and wanted to live her lyf to the fullest.....she did not have grudges against neone....she is happy to the fullest...at least she is trying to b..

she is satisfied with her lyf..she is happy dat at least her lyf is better dan sum poeple...she still has a hope dat sum day ...sum one will cum and hold her hand and ll say ...dnt worry everything ll b fyn...everythnd ll b alrite....and dis simple hope is making her happy..happy to the core of her heart......