one sleepless night.......

One sleepless night when she did not care abt the wrld……one sleepless night when she told dem everything……one sleepless night when she was herself….one sleepless night when she cried frm da bottom of her heart….one sleepless night when she was on the top of the wrld…one sleepless night when she got a feeling that she has got world best frnds…one sleepless night when she missed sumone a lot…one sleepless night when her frnds were der for her, to say dat dnt wrry everything ll b alrite…..one sleepless night when she forgot all the mishappenings of her lyf….one sleepless night when she thought of living again….one sleepless night when she got a shoulder to cry….one sleepless night when sumone was der to listen to her…one sleepless night when she got to know her importance in other’s lyf…..one sleepless night when she panicked but no one was getting irritated…one sleepless night when she asked question to others……one sleepless night when she was not answerable to anybody……one sleepless night when she got to know life in a better way…..one sleepless night when she feared death…..one sleepless night when her tears were valued……one sleepless night when she was careless…….one sleepless night when she was felling vulnerable…..one sleepless night when she was happy albeit she was crying….one sleepless night when she was doing unreasonable thngs…one sleepless night when she poured her chaff thoughts, without ne fear, without ne worries ,knowing that faithful ears are their to listen..….one sleepless night when she got a shoulder to put her head on….one sleepless night when sumone was der to listen to all her confessions…one sleepless night when she loved being emotional…

The best part of that sleepless night was that , in the morning no one remembered nethng abt last night…everyone forgot all her dramatic activities…all her confessions…..she was feelin so relived in the morning and was ready for a new lyf…very much unknown to her…!!!!!!

some dreams unfulfilled......

she always wanted to b happy......but no one can b happy all the tym.....she always wanted a perfect lyf......but nthng is perfect in this wrld......she always wanted to do wot her heart wanted.....but one shud not listen to the heart all the tym.....she was madly in love with him....but cud not get him.....she always wanted to b by his side....but sumtymes he disappeared....she always said i love you.....but he never understood......she wanted to b wid him on all the special occasions .....but sumtymes we dream too much...... she always wanted to make everyone happy.....however she herslf was always unhappy frm inside...... she always wanted good frnds.....but she hardly had any.....she always wanted sumone to say goodnite.......but she did not allow neone to say it...she wanted to fall in love again..but her heart didn't allow her .....she was so alone in this crowded wrld.... she was so unhappy frm inside.......she always wanted to make everythng perfect...but imperfectness lies in everyone n everywhr.

she was suffocating from inside...but no one cud ever c her suffocation.....she only cried, when it rained...so dat no one cud ever c her tears......she always wanted to share....but got no one to share with...she always wanted to make people understand abt her feelings...no one cud ever understand......she always wanted to say good nite and den sleep...but she never allowed neone to listen to it...she always wanted to b happy...but she always carried a fake smile on her face.....she always wanted to b an emotional grl..... but presented herself as a hardcore practical bitch....

she wanted to b an iconoclast......but these stereotyped customs of this filthy society took her nowhr....she always accepted chnges......but no one cud accept chnges in her....she aspired for more....but people never let her achieve wot she aspired....she was dying frm inside.....but no one cud ever c her pains...

besides all her agonies....she was happy and wanted to live her lyf to the fullest.....she did not have grudges against neone....she is happy to the fullest...at least she is trying to b..

she is satisfied with her lyf..she is happy dat at least her lyf is better dan sum poeple...she still has a hope dat sum day ...sum one will cum and hold her hand and ll say ...dnt worry everything ll b fyn...everythnd ll b alrite....and dis simple hope is making her happy..happy to the core of her heart......

Relationships.......

Undefined, uncertain, unpredictable……these are the three basic characteristics of a normal relation… a relation can b categorized in many ways … it completely depends on a particular person……it is not necessary to name a relationship… there can be unnamed relationship… the best among all the relationships is…friendship…..its the purest form of relationship….no grudges, no problems, no expectations, no betrayal….but these can only b possible if friends respect each other’s feelings…..every relationship is mutual…it cannot be one sided always…both the parties need to be equally involved in it…

Not all relationships can be named..there can be relationships which donot need a name…ppl should not look down upon those relationships coz nobdy deliberately makes those unnamed relationships…its like u are forced (with your full will) in those relationships…every relationship that is selfless is the most wonderful thing on this earth..nthng can be better than that…

I sincerely have faith in these lines

Have faith on everyone, trust no one, expect from no one, and u ll never b hurt, coz expectations are the hint towards the imperfectness in ne relationship…..

But sumtymes one can’t help it…if one is in a relationship then expectations arise automatically…even if one donot want to expect….sumtymes we become helpless…one more important thing for a healthy relationship is “space”….it is the most imp ingredient for a healthy relationship….by space I mean…personal space…one should not be too open to ne one..and specially to sumone who is very close to his /her heart….if there is very little or no space then the relationship cannot flourish….ppl will suffocate in that less space…

Relationships can be of many types….there can’t b defined limits of relationships rather relationships cannot b defined in totality coz there are many complicated definitions of a particular relationship…relationship cannot be bound….coz there are not any certified rules of ne relationship….so one can do wotsoever he/she wants…husband-wife, frnds, gf-bf, siblings, best frnds, acquaintances, mother-daughter, mother-son, father-daughter, father-son, …apart frm these basic relationship there are many other types of relationship also..i personally accept any type of relationships without askin “why”….this is the worst question in any relationship… “why”…why dis? Why dat? Gawd…..i personally want to live and let others live…everyone on this earth has got only one life and he/she should do wotsoever he/she wants to do……these restrictions.. society norms….i completely deny those rules and regulations…..u’ve got one life …live it

Relationships understand no boundations…one cannot control it…rather one should not control it..it is flawless…and it should b left like dat…if one starts to control ne relationship then that relationship loses its meaning…once the relationship loses its meaning then it can’t b reformed…and one cannot live with broken relationship….

GIRLS......

GIRLS…..

Sorry to every girl in this world including me….

Girls are the most unpredictable creatures created by god…..one of the biggest problem of a girl is that she cannot understand herself and she expects every ode gurl or guy to understand her….why don’t they understand that..it is simply impossible….

A guy is always scared that at wot moment his girlfriend ll shout at him and ll have a tussle wid him….girls are always ready to fight coz they expects guys to flatter them…gurls like unnecessary buttering….

When the matter of helping comes den mind u people….girls always help those whom they think dat can be helpful to them in future….strange na…girls don’t understand the true meaning of friendship…just shopping and sharing some deep secrets of their boyfriend is not friendship…

Backbiting is in the veins of a gurl…she can’t live without it.. those gossips…my god if a guy ll hear those gossips among group of girls the he ll feel shy……girls are the biggest Hippocrates in this world...girls have many colors..as if all the girls are suffering from multiple personality disorder …..girls want unnecessary attraction so they behave like delicate darlings….in actuality they are not that delicate as they appear….girls cannot b their real self….they are always pretentious…..girls have the guts to do anything……if they want then they can destroy or create any relationship…it completely depends upon a girl dat wthr she wants to continue wid that particular relationship or not..

A girl always wants a boy to initiate…. Initiate as in everything…..it starts from proposing and ends at love making… why don’t they understand that if they want something then they should go for it…why should guys always initiate ..it is not a mandatory rule…..actually when this matter comes then I firmly believe that guys have inculcated this habit in girls…….and guys there is no need to bend down on ur knees for every normal thing……let girls understand ur vaule in their life……..

And finally the biggest problem is that…girls can’t help it…dey are made so…god has made them like dis…girls are not faulty as far as these things are concerned so they are helpless….and moreover I firmly belive that exceptions are always there…..

These all are the shortcomings of a girl but there are many good things about girls ……the best thing is forgiveness………girls can stand anything….. any mishappening, any betrayal anything…..so they a very good in many sense…

so please don't misunderstand them.....

LiFe...........

the first thing that comes in my mind after hearing this four lettered word "LIFE" is experience...its so full of experiences...not all experiences are good one...rather very few can be called good experiences...life is such strange looking cup of coffee which is very tempting but when u gulp it then it leaves its bitterness in your mouth till u eat something refreshing....life appears to b very beautiful sometimes ...so much so that we start loving it... but at the same moment...sm mishappening always awaits us..life is similar to a newly born baby....its so simple and innocent in the beginning but as it grows it looses its innocence .....lyf always shows new directions and wants us to stop remembering old ones...but is it possible?....how can we forget our old memories...how can u we forget those memories...which we cherished the most in our lives....but i tell u no one cares.... and why sud one care!!!!!..lyf is like beautiful lookin bride waitng for her groom....she looks so beautiful ...so innocent in that heavy weighted costume...but no one can see the amount of pain in her eyes coz she is very much scared that she ll b entering in a new life today......apart from all these things....i love it i love this four lettered word ...i love life...coz it made me wot i am today..i made me self confident....so that i can stand nethng...wotever comes in ma way............ life is not same for everyone…every single person has different perception abt life and everyone is right is his or her own way ….ppl say dat every thing is destined but smtimes I think dat if everything thng is destined the why we are all the tym not happy wid our lives….why ??

this questione is running into ma mind continuously….every single person whch I’ve met in ma lyf desires smthng or the ode ….i’ve not met a single one who is happy wid his or her own lyf…no one is cmpltly happy…….everyone in this wrld is so pretentious …… my simple suggn to them is…….dis life is very beautiful……u just need to explore it….search for new ways…b self confident…dnt blame god and luck..i seriously hate ppl who blame god for every single mishappening in their lyf………only dat person is responsible for wotever happens is his or her own lyf…..so just chill and live life to the fullest…